November 18, 2008
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the chill of vulnerability
feeling
thin skinned
& almost
as transparent
& fragile
as an
egg shell
i took
refuge
deep inside
the feathers
of my bed
leaving
only eyes
nose
& lips
exposed
to perceive
the world
around me
it's become
my habit
gnd0
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i've been in bed most of the day too. it's warmer here. i have a heated mattress pad (warm covers too).
and even coco comes in tonight it's so cold. mom said it was about 15 degrees colder than last year.
That describes me just about perfectly right about now.
Sometimes I feel weak, vulnerable, and transparent. It is a scary feeling for a75 year old man.
Ah
Sister, Sister, the wounds need a skin sometimes. The fires of our hearts need to be banked. The embers need hands to cup them from the wind and a kind breath to coax them back to flames.
It is well. The cold is passing. The haunting ephemeral.
As the birds huddle in the winter with their feathers fluffed, their beaks tucked between wing and body, so we are, sometimes. I imagine. And yet, like the birds, when skies break and body eased, we heave our way back into the sky.
Be well
My friend
Vulnerability is a sign of feeling, which is, a sign of being able to Be.
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