i was watering the flowers this afternoon & this gal came slithering by in the most cutting edge outrageous colorfol coat seeming to be made of some fine exotic fur
i was yellow with envy i guess i'll have to find a knock off (the antenna is probably extra )
have a good one
blessings )))
beck
picK yellow cat 7 28 2011
the first of the year when my guidance said this would be a greater year of solitude & introspection i thought i was hearing wrong or ms understood ... however it has proved to be very very true
altho i know myself to be a very positive person regardless of situation as personal pudding history has proven it seemed out of style to speak of what was happening in the world or my world some considered it "negative " & out of place in the ever growing ocean of folks sending oodles of love & light ... it is in the negative love & light is most important
i made some changes inner & outer selfishly for my own survival altho i do interact with many still i do it differently than i did last year or even last month or yesterday ... i am still healing from injuries from the accident i had 3 years ago but am coming along my PT therapist & great friend of 20 years moved this week & i will be working with a new lady ... change is constant lately i am into it .. i trust
however it was as i was chipping away for a few years with all i had at huge mountains that just would not budge an inch no matter what i nor anyone else did ... Divine timing patience & perseverance can & will always be taken to new levels if you are serious about living the love life
we are all connected is a theme that rings more true everyday if only by the air we breathe ... & there is immense beauty gifts & perfection in most everyone ... we may glimpse this vision for a while or for a long time but is more difficult when their behavior says or shouts differently ... keeping your eye on the divine spark is a learned practice to ignore this makes life feel hopeless meaningless & colorless much less casts a shadow of no redemptive force on this planet
i have still interacted looking after the younger weaker elderly & four leggeds in my little world ... i have made the sad correlation between dog pounds & nursing homes being involved with both over the months & ( years) .... the eyes looking at you lined up waiting on just a smile a word or the slightest interactionto be recognized as alive ... i do well & what i can in those situations but it is very overwhelming at the sheer numbers & safly i have no answer but one at a time one day at a time acknowledge what is in your path
i have missed Xland i have missed writing since it is & always has been my greatest coping tool along with my relationship with the Three ... we are on a merry go round going up i pray all is coming along in your world ... i never worry much about outcomes i just want to keep in the game & get my passion back to a boiling point ... for me that entails honesty & transparency
love & blessings
beck
picKs by me sneakin' thru the alley
7 24 2011
oh ms.tress
Love
high & sacred
Conqueress
sent to lead us
thru an
infinity knotted
labyrinth
riddled with
people places
situations
arduous tasks
& sets of
emotional or
emotionless circumstance
over
&
over
& over so
we may know
by heart
& carry it
etched within
our soul
via trials
or error
just what
LOVE IS
& just what
love is not
(lest we forget)
bless us to perpetuate your pure reflection
beck )))
soon i
will uncurl
from this cocoon
of cool satin
& napping cats
soon i
will unfurl
my wings
full span
to cover you
once again
soon i
will unlock
& re open
the most
sacred part
of my heart
so a
common vibration
can guide you
to our destiny
the Cicada
are frantically
calling mates
in yet another
fast passing
mid summer
the moon
in her phases
has pierced
3000 or more
peek holes
in the
midnight sky
since
you found me
alive
soon i
will rise
above it all
a second time
having unveiled
the many
faces
myths untruths
& facades
sent to confuse
or destroy us
soon i
will welcome you
home
finally
wherever home
may b
if a morning should come upon us during a seemingly bountiful season of growth & we wake to find only One flower left in our garden of life ... the sacred way to proceed is to find the beauty in what remains & cultivate those aspects with appreciation & gratitude ... in time it will re seed ~~~
the most amazing things on this human journey are hidden or disguised
we must earnestly search in the world around us & in underbrush of our souls to find such
(pink Praying Mantis eyes)
still napping about time to "wake up" again
hope all is well in your world
blessings ))) beck
picKs by me
wishing all a peaceful 4th
may we all find freedom whatever that means to each of us independently
John 8:36
"If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed "
blessings ))) beck
picK scene from my balcony
July 2011
storm brewing
string of pearls
have a good evening
blessings beck
picK by me 581 in the rain
my tactic as of late
by i think it's working
hope all is well in Xland
blessings beck
picK by me Lazarus my buddy
it's like
black or white
earth or the heights
in all my
life / lives
the victories
the strife
in all the battles
we have fought
all i've learned
experientially derived
from what you taught
the vivid scenes
visions & dreams
the past & present
memories
you won my heart
soul mind
& allegiance
of my spirit fire
when i captured you
on your knees
praying
for our well being
gndO
pick by me two sides of the street
lurking on the fringe
blessings & good stuff ~~~~
Jeremiah 29:11-13
King James Version (KJV) 11For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. 12Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. 13And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
love ~~~ beck
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